KIDNAP MY HEART

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Heyyy! It's been so long since I last updated.
So lazy to update la... (:
Hmm.. It's been ard 5 mths I'm with him & some ppl stl not happy abt it..
&& there's like rumors all around saying that he's a bad guy..
I dun get it with you guys man.. Why much they interfere..? I know that you guys care abt me but you guys dun have to tell to everyone that he's a bad guy..
You ppl dun judge him.. I judge him.. I know him better than you guys..
It maybe me not him.. It could be me the bad one.. Not him..
But ppl do change right..? Break up isn't the solution towards it..
He may not be handsome like u guys say & u guys say I could get 10 times better..
Stop making a joke okay.. I'm not even as pretty as you think..
But I love this guy okay.. More than all my other ex-es..
I hope to last long with him.. If we're not meant to be.. Is not up to you guys to decide..
I want to have my own life too okay.. So dun bother.. If he breaks up with me.. I'm the one that hurts.. not you guys.. I just wanna see how long I can live with him.. If we're meant to be with each other.. you guys cannot say anything.. cause it's my choice.. (:

Monday, November 30, 2009

HaPPy 4th MoNtHsArY, HuBBy! (:
I love you so much!
You've always been there for me. I hope that we could last forever!
I miss you so much! The last I met you was like 1 week ago..? Monday, if I'm not wrong.
Gah! Only god know how much I miss ya!

So tomorrow, I invited BFF to my house to help me + I miss them so much + we didn't hanged out for quite some time. It will sure be so much fun! Hope that they could make it. Cause I really miss them. ):

Okay then. Till here. Tired ready la. Bye!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Hellooo! :)

Just now he apologized to me & all.. He also said that he wanna strt a fresh.

Haiz.. I hope all of it is gonna be okay now. I really dun wanna lose you.

So.. He wanna meet me today.. But I can't. Mummy made a full list of what to do.

Such as fold all the clothes, tidy the house & so on la..

I'm so tired. Now then I finished everything.. Like finally!

Hmm.. I thing next week then I can meet him la.. It's been so long since I met him.

Gah! I miss him la! Hmm..

Yesterday, watched 2012 with Mummy, Rinie & Farah! The movie was awesome!

Very nice la! Only the last part I kinda dun get it.. Like got no ending. Hahaha!

Farah wants me to watch Paranormal Activity.. I heard that the movie was damn scary!

I scared seh! Farah.. You go watch alone la.. Hahaa.

I've been searching for jobs since the O Level time & till now I didn't get any jobs.

This is so pathetic man! I need a job cause I want money! Hmmm....

Okay then.. Till here la. Bye!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hellooo! Finally, O level is over! Actually it was a week back.

Hahaha! So well.. Even after O level is finished, things are still not back the same.

Haiz.. I can't even think abt it how come he nvr think of it before doing it.

I seriously can't forget abt it. My heart was like seriously breaking. I nvr felt this hurt before.

I can never trust you agaen, dear. Never. It was easy to ask me to forget abt the whole thing.. but can I really forget abt the whole thing? Why you never think how much it will hurt me?

I know you're angry but at least think? All you know is I'm angry & I can't think.

If you're willing to do that, why you're not willing to break up with me?

Seriously, I dunno if I could forgive you after what you've done..

I know you dun mean it but haiz.. I dunno what to say la dear..

If now you already have the guts to do it, what abt then?

When will you ever repent? I have given you chances time & time agaen.

& even I have a limit you know. I dun even know if you still love me or not.

Let's see how you wanna gain my trust back..

Well.. I'm down with a flu. && this is so irritating!

My throat is pain also. Haiz..

Hmm.. I didn't meet bby for like 3 days & I miss him alot!

I dunno if he miss me or not. ):

I love you dear! Still do after what have happened between us, I love you!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Hellooo! (:
Today didn't meet bby that's why I'm at home so early. Hahaa.
Sryy dear.. was to tired to go there.. :(
Hmm.. past few days met bby.. cause he was sick so must give more attention..
I love him so much la seh.. :D
Prelim results sucks like hell sia! Everythg fail sia! Hmm..
Must really study ready.. Must get results like bby! Hahaa.

I've always give what you want.. I rarely reject the things that you want..
But have you ever given me what I want or asked..?
No, you didn't.. I'm kinda disappointed in you..
3 or 4 things I asked you to do.. You never did till now..
I dunno what am I supposed to do.. I dun wanna force you in anythg.
I've always done everythg for you.. Have I ever disappoint you but not giving you anythg..?
Haiz... I really dunno what to say.. You keep saying you got no time fr all that..
I didn't wanna say anythg cause I know that I'll ended up quarreling with you.. ):
I'm sryy dear.. I just love you so much & I can't bear to lose you... ):

Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!