ShE's ThE gIrL!

2010-01-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

Heyyy! It's been so long since I last updated.
So lazy to update la... (:
Hmm.. It's been ard 5 mths I'm with him & some ppl stl not happy abt it..
&& there's like rumors all around saying that he's a bad guy..
I dun get it with you guys man.. Why much they interfere..? I know that you guys care abt me but you guys dun have to tell to everyone that he's a bad guy..
You ppl dun judge him.. I judge him.. I know him better than you guys..
It maybe me not him.. It could be me the bad one.. Not him..
But ppl do change right..? Break up isn't the solution towards it..
He may not be handsome like u guys say & u guys say I could get 10 times better..
Stop making a joke okay.. I'm not even as pretty as you think..
But I love this guy okay.. More than all my other ex-es..
I hope to last long with him.. If we're not meant to be.. Is not up to you guys to decide..
I want to have my own life too okay.. So dun bother.. If he breaks up with me.. I'm the one that hurts.. not you guys.. I just wanna see how long I can live with him.. If we're meant to be with each other.. you guys cannot say anything.. cause it's my choice.. (:

2009-11-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

HaPPy 4th MoNtHsArY, HuBBy! (:
I love you so much!
You've always been there for me. I hope that we could last forever!
I miss you so much! The last I met you was like 1 week ago..? Monday, if I'm not wrong.
Gah! Only god know how much I miss ya!

So tomorrow, I invited BFF to my house to help me + I miss them so much + we didn't hanged out for quite some time. It will sure be so much fun! Hope that they could make it. Cause I really miss them. ):

Okay then. Till here. Tired ready la. Bye!

2009-11-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Just now he apologized to me & all.. He also said that he wanna strt a fresh.

Haiz.. I hope all of it is gonna be okay now. I really dun wanna lose you.

So.. He wanna meet me today.. But I can't. Mummy made a full list of what to do.

Such as fold all the clothes, tidy the house & so on la..

I'm so tired. Now then I finished everything.. Like finally!

Hmm.. I thing next week then I can meet him la.. It's been so long since I met him.

Gah! I miss him la! Hmm..

Yesterday, watched 2012 with Mummy, Rinie & Farah! The movie was awesome!

Very nice la! Only the last part I kinda dun get it.. Like got no ending. Hahaha!

Farah wants me to watch Paranormal Activity.. I heard that the movie was damn scary!

I scared seh! Farah.. You go watch alone la.. Hahaa.

I've been searching for jobs since the O Level time & till now I didn't get any jobs.

This is so pathetic man! I need a job cause I want money! Hmmm....

Okay then.. Till here la. Bye!

2009-11-15T11:41:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! Finally, O level is over! Actually it was a week back.

Hahaha! So well.. Even after O level is finished, things are still not back the same.

Haiz.. I can't even think abt it how come he nvr think of it before doing it.

I seriously can't forget abt it. My heart was like seriously breaking. I nvr felt this hurt before.

I can never trust you agaen, dear. Never. It was easy to ask me to forget abt the whole thing.. but can I really forget abt the whole thing? Why you never think how much it will hurt me?

I know you're angry but at least think? All you know is I'm angry & I can't think.

If you're willing to do that, why you're not willing to break up with me?

Seriously, I dunno if I could forgive you after what you've done..

I know you dun mean it but haiz.. I dunno what to say la dear..

If now you already have the guts to do it, what abt then?

When will you ever repent? I have given you chances time & time agaen.

& even I have a limit you know. I dun even know if you still love me or not.

Let's see how you wanna gain my trust back..

Well.. I'm down with a flu. && this is so irritating!

My throat is pain also. Haiz..

Hmm.. I didn't meet bby for like 3 days & I miss him alot!

I dunno if he miss me or not. ):

I love you dear! Still do after what have happened between us, I love you!

2009-09-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! (:
Today didn't meet bby that's why I'm at home so early. Hahaa.
Sryy dear.. was to tired to go there.. :(
Hmm.. past few days met bby.. cause he was sick so must give more attention..
I love him so much la seh.. :D
Prelim results sucks like hell sia! Everythg fail sia! Hmm..
Must really study ready.. Must get results like bby! Hahaa.

I've always give what you want.. I rarely reject the things that you want..
But have you ever given me what I want or asked..?
No, you didn't.. I'm kinda disappointed in you..
3 or 4 things I asked you to do.. You never did till now..
I dunno what am I supposed to do.. I dun wanna force you in anythg.
I've always done everythg for you.. Have I ever disappoint you but not giving you anythg..?
Haiz... I really dunno what to say.. You keep saying you got no time fr all that..
I didn't wanna say anythg cause I know that I'll ended up quarreling with you.. ):
I'm sryy dear.. I just love you so much & I can't bear to lose you... ):

Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-09-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
O level is nearing & i'm stl using the comp. Like wtf!
Hmm.. Lots of things to say.. But will only mention a few things..
New boyfriend is the best of the best since 300709! I love you so much!
So far.. He's the best boyfriend I ever had! I hope we could really last!
I hope that you'll be the last boyfriend I ever had dear!
I will always look forward to our monthsary.. I love you so much bby!
Maybe meeting bby tmr! 2 days is the longest that we didn't meet each other.
& just now when we met, we hug each other so tight like we nvr met fr 2 weeks.. Hahaha.
Okay then. Till here. Wanna revise I guess & waiting fr bby to wake up! :D
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-06-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
I think I won't be using the comp much.. Must do more revision..
So this means.. less update..
So.. lately having family problems.. I dun give a damn about what ppl wanna say..
Example.. some ppl say I'm rude..? Like hellooo! look who's talking la sia.. Like you ppl nvr been rude before.. btw.. You guys are worst then me okay...! So whatever you wanna say.. reflect on yourself ferst! Bitch! whoever that said.. What's new abt me being rude..? I think that you're no way better.. Okay..? Or maybe.. it's your children..? Whatever la kan.. I dun give a damn uh.
Another thing.. If my mum dun really care that I have a guy friend or a boyfriend.. Why should someone even bother..? Mind your own business la kan.. Haiyo! Fucked up sia!
Anw.. I didn't know that other than my bestfriends, Hazirah, Kak fiq & some other ppl who I know read my blog.. There's also some other ppl read my blog.. like other cousins..?
I hate your fucking attitude la! Idiot! Because of YOU... 3 ppl in my family had to nag at me! Ergh! Irritating!
Just now.. I was fucking irritated by some ppl.. Like so what you're elder.. Tell me you nvr been rude before...? I guess you're much more worst then me rite..? Haiyo!
Whatever la ehk! Malas nk lyn.. Cakap la aper krg nk ehk.. You guys are no way better!
Kak Fiqah.. Thnks fr the advice.. & yeah.. I love you! & even my sister say.. tkyah layan krg.. Krg mmg merepek.. ckp org.. tapi diri sendiri tk btol.. she say.. just live your own life.. do what you think it's rite.. No one can control u except parents & her.. Hahaha.. (:
So yeah.. whatever la kan.. What we know is.. tomorrow Kak Nur & me.. nk ENJOY!!!!!!!!!
Hahaa. told Khairul that I going batam tmr.. Then2.. He say.. Okay dear. Tkcr while u're there & have a safe trip.. So sweet kan.. Sayang dier byk2.. Hahaa.. Hope that we could patch up la.. He's the best boyfriend ever who even bother to fetch me from school.. Hahaa!
Till here la.. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-06-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
I'm super duper stress *screams*! Serious sia..
Anyway.. last night msg Khairul Ikhsan.. Then I thought he didn't wanna reply my msg..
So then.. I went to bed.. at 11+ he msg me.. I didn't reply cause I sleep ready.. He called me.. I was glad to hear his voice seh.. Cause it's been so long since I last hear his voice seh..
Then we had a long chat.. I really miss our times tgthr.. Then.. when it's time to put down the phone.. he say.. nite2, tkcr, love u, miss u, bye.. I was shocked.. Can't believe that he say love u.. I hope that he's not giving me a false hope.. as I still do love him so much.. is just that.. maybe we're not fated to be tgthr la kan.. It's okay.. Let see how it goes.. (:
I'm so stress up with DNT! Can't anybody help me with it..?
Haiyo.. Till here la.. Maybe changing blogskin.. (:
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

to some ppl my eyebrow is natural okay.. I didn't do shaping or threading. I know ur daughter do it but that doesn't mean I do it.. I dunno why she do it also.. So pls.. dun blame me.. Cause I didn't even do it also.. (:

2009-06-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
First thing first.. Congratulations to Amirul cause he won the N7 Cluster Talentime! (:
Okay.. The next thing is.. What you need to know abt Fuchun Secondary School..
1st - The school looks like schools in the olden days.
2nd - Their parade square is so.. -.-
3rd - To go to the toilet, you'll have to walk a long way
4th - The toilet is so cheapskate
5th- The canteen looks like a primary school canteen
6th- The hall looks like a primary school hall & it's so damn hot la..
&& there's alot more that you should know abt that school. Horrible sia!
Thnk god my school is not as bad as that! Hahaha! (:
So just now there's match between SAF & WW.. I think SAF won.. 3-1!
Good2. It means that WW lousy! Cause they kept on losing only.. Hahaha! :P
Hmmm.. hoping that there's somebody that could entertain me tonight on the phone! (:
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
Well since my dear sister, Farah as me to update.. Let me grant her wish. Hahaa.
Sryy for not updating for such a long time.. Have been busy lately..

Friday, 29 May 2009
When to the gym after school with my 2 dearest sister, Shaa & Farah.. && Fatin.
We did some work out.. Then we went out of the place at ard 3 plus I think.. Then while walking out of that place.. I saw Anwar.. Instead of looking at him & smile.. I looked away.. Which I dunno why.. But then.. I still see him staring at me.. So I just ignored & walked away..
At night.. When to school.. fr that Saturn thingy.. kinda boring la.. but2 I saw Khairul! :P
Hahaa. Okay forget it.. Then I reach home at ard 11+pm.. Then.. talked on the phone with Farhat, Anwar's friend.. Then.. Anwar called.. He wanted to talk to me too. But then when I say I was talking to Farhat.. He was like.. Okay la, tkper.. U g bbl ngan dier.. nnt u call i.. I was like okay.. But then after talking to Farhat.. guess what..? I went to bed.. Busted sia.. Then he msg me & asked if I've already sleep or not.. But I didn't reply.. Cause I went to bed ready.. I felt so bad la kan.. But nvrm..

Saturday, 30 May 2009
Wake up at 11+.. get ready.. wanted to go to NLB with my 2 sisters.. Farah & Shaa && Fatin..
Wanted to wait for them.. but then they were late so I went out with Mummy & Kakak to Bugis.. to meet Kak Nur.. to eat there.. After that.. I met them.. Then.. went to Nenek's house at ard 8+ or 9 like that.. then Cik Midah say.. ahh, g aner..? merayap jek tau.. I was like fucking irritated sia.. My mum didn't say anythg.. Then she wanna say like that.. I mean like not that I wanna be so mean but then can't she mind her own business.. I was frustated because she has been blaming me because of her own daughter.. If not I won't be having any grudges with her..
Ouhh.. well.. forget it la.. Then reach home. at ard midnight talk to Anwar on the phone.. but2.. suddenly.. I was shocked when Khairul A called me.. So then I told Anwar.. that I was on the line with someone.. then he asked.. Farhat ehk..? I was like No la.. But then He dun believe me..
Then.. I swear to him.. Then he was like okay2.. Then talk to Khairul all the way.. then after finish talking to him.. called Anwar.. but he didn't answer.. suspect he sleep ready la.. && it's true.. (:

Sunday, 31 May 2009
Not much story la.. Have tuition jek..
Ntg else.. Currently msging Khairul Ikhsan.. & talking on the phone with Anwar.. (:
That's all.. tmr.. got Malay O lvl! Good luck ppl! especially to my sisters, Farah & Shaa! A1 tau!
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
Since my dear Shaa ask me to update kan.. So I update la.. :)
Hmm.. So today is our last paper! Woohoo! Left with prelim && O.. Wow! Scary..
Just now end paper at... 9am.. When to CWP mac with.. 4 beruks.. Shaa, Farah, Rinie && Fatin..
Then I went off && they headed to library.. I met Sofia & Haz at White Sand..
Then we waited for Acit.. Acit come.. Haz went back.. Then we headed to the library..
After that.. met Ariffin at blok panjang2.. to lepak.. While Acit, Ariffin && Farid smoke.. Sofia & I talk2.. Then Sofia met Atiqah.. & I was left with the 3 beruks.. As usual uh.. Mentang2 school kat CCSS.. knl Syakur.. Seme kene kan seh.. Rabak per.. Lagi2 Farid uh.. Mesti nak kene kan aku! Bluek! Da tu tkper.. Abeh kene.. EXPRESS BODOH..! Rabak per..
Ni la.. Bdk2 CCSS.. Hanyut! Hahaha. :P
Hmmm.. Okay2.. Tmr is the best part.. Shaa, Farah, Arini, Fatin & I.. We're going to town! Yay, Yay! Ferst... We're going to BUGIS. Second.. We're going to PENINSULAR.. Thirdly... We're going to Orchard, Wheelock..! Yay! Wonder if we could go to all of that places.. :P
Hahaa. Okay2. Till here then. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

2009-05-11T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! (:
Hmm.. I believe there's no guy that can make it forget abt KhaiRuL IkhSaN..
On 8 May.. I met Fahmi.. He's kinda okay I meant the character.. Not the looks..
But He still can't make me change my mind about KhaiRuL IkhSaN..
I still do love him so much.. Haiz..
On 9 May.. Mami Idah got engaged. Congratulations! (:
On 10 May.. Fucked up day! That Mak Buyong.. is so irritating sia!
Mind her own business la! Like big fuck she entered Polytechnic.. Still she did went to ITE per..
Irritating sia. Who say ITE tkde harapan.. I wouldn't care a less if I have to enter ITE..
At least.. I still have educations pe.. Haiyo.. Funfair pe sepak muke org..? Buto btl!
Luckily you're pregnant.. If not I've pushed you away.. Asshole! Bitch!
On 11 May.. Farah asked me out.. But I can't go out.. Sry babe.. Fahmi asked me out.. I also can't go out.. I will meet you some other day okay..? Sry ppl! (:
Well.. I msged KhaiRuL telling him.. All those stuff.. He said I know you love me so much but I'm a loser.. Wth.. If you're a loser.. I won't even love you la kan..? Haiz.. I love you so much seh..
My love story is always.. Happily never after.. Haiz.. :(
Anw.. Till here.. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
Guess what..? I'm tired dok. From Wednesday till Sunday(which is tmr).. I have been going to Tampines. Tiring seh.. But nvrm.
Okay2.. Here's the worst thing.. I did smth which is so damn embarrassing tau!
I sang Bole Chudiyan with Abg Boy! Imagine that! I sang in a wedding tau!
Cause all of them wanted me to sing.. So I did my best.. My face was damn red la.. Malu sia!
Haiyo. I'm not gonna do that agaen! No way! So embarrassing..
Then after that Abg Boy, Abg Aamir & me sang Say Shava Shava. Haiyo.
Cannot take it. Why of all songs they give me Hindi..? Drop my water face seh!
Hahaa. Hmmm.. Quarrel with bby just now. Kol him at 2 to wake him up.. Then he answered my call at 3.30.. but i didn't notice.. Cause I suspect that his not picking up the phone..
Then he msg & say.. Thnks ehk. Call tapi tk bbl. I was like omg, wth. Haiz.. I didn't know per.. Sry la.. Then all the way I called.. He rejected.. Sedih seh.. Tapi tkper. Skrg da okay da. Hehee.
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-29T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
After 3 weeks & 1 day didn't meet baby, finally I met him just now.
Wah, I miss him so much seh.. Very2 much..
I love him so much tau! Maybe meeting him tmr.. But not sure.
Hopefully I'll get to meet him tmr. I still miss him tau.
&& i also miss Farah sayang! Get well soon tau!
Just now, I had English Paper.. && it was kinda okay la.. I think I can do it.
Hmmm.. Hopefully this MYE I could do well & prove everybody wrong.
FaReeN SaYanG KhAiRuL IkHsAn byk2! :)
Good luck to all my dearest fr the rest of the following papers.
Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-20T17:58:00.002+08:00

This song has been in my mind always.
It make me think of KHAIRUL IKHSAN.. :)

Sering kali ku terfikirkn mu
Dikaulah pada malam syahdu
Tertanya apakah salahku
Hingga jadi begini

Namamu berbisik di telinga
Wajahmu bermain dimata
Terhimbas kembali sejarah kita
Air berlinang dari mata

(bridge)
Sungguh bukan niat untuk menyakitimu
Percayalah kasih
Apa gunanya aku merayu
Jika engkau dah tak sudi

(chorus)
Maafkan aku kerna ku bersalah
Ku ingin kita kembali bersama
Tak rela aku berpisah denganmu
Kerna itu bukan niatku

Oh
(Ulang korus)
Dalam hati kau selalu kucinta
Impian ku untuk kita bersama
Ku tahu tak pernah kita bercinta
Namun ku berdoa suatu hari hatimu kan terbuka

2009-04-20T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Well.. sry for not updating fr a long time.
I've been busy la... Hehee. Hmmm..
Last friday.. suppose to meet boyf.. but2 he didn't wake up.
So tk jadi la kn.. So then went to watch FF4 with Salam, Faidzul, Mirza, Amirul & Farah.
Kecoh sak watch movie with them. Hahaa. But fun la kan.. Hahaa.
Then on Sunday.. celebrate Daddy's Birthday! We give him a surprise..
Hahaa. The birthday cake damn nice la! weeeee~
Eyh!!!!!!!!!! I break record sia! tmr will be 2 weeks I haven't meet him!
Bagus perr.. I miss him so much la sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&& i strted to think that my relationship with him is like not stable seh.
Haiz... I really do love him sia. :(
Hmmm.. till here la. Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hellooo ppl! :D

Just now thought wanna watch Fast & Furious 4.. But then plan cancel.
Then.. At 6.. met Farah & Arini at wdld int to go to rmh Cikgu Rina..
Want to celebrate Kak Sabah bday & also to celebrate our achievement for SYF 2009.
While waiting fr the bus.. there's so many hot guys.. I think they're going to SSS.. They all attitude like toot sak! Hahaa. When we reach our stop.. Farah & I walked off.. Then Arini was stuck at the back with the guys... Arini wanted to went down.. The guys say.. big ass seh & they also say the seat that Arini sat on was hot.. Like wth! Hahaa.. Busted seh!
Then2.. Just now.. We gave Kak Sabah a surprise party.. & she cried you know.. cause She was so touched. Awwwww.. So sweet.. Hahaa. All of us was camwhoring seh.. So fun la seh. Hahaa. Then ard 9 like that we go off from Cikgu's place.. Then we walked to the playground & had fun.. Hahaa. FunFunFun la seh. Then we joke around, take picture here & there, tickle ppl & so on la.. Gerek gyler! Hahaa. Then we took 901 to go to CWP. Then got soccer guys tau! Cute2 seh. Hahaa. Then seme mcm kecoh2 g2 la kn.. Then I saw Sugan.. I wanted to shake his hand but I accidentally hit a cute guy.. && he was like.. "lek uh, tk mo langgar2 seh.." Hahaa. Cute sak! I was like.. "ouhh.. sry2... Hahaa.. Paiseh la kn.. Lols. But the guy cute la! Hahaa.. FaReeN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop it seh! Da ader Khairul Ikhsan kn! Ajojojo.. Hahaa. Okay2..
Dunno when can meet boyf agaen.. I miss him la kn. Miss byk2. Hahaa.
Okay2.. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
I got a confession to make.. FaReeN miss KhAiRuL iKhSaN! :)
almost a week I didn't meet him. Hopefully this Saturday will meet him.
Have been quarreling past few days but then okay ready la. :)
Then we'll sure to talk abt it this Saturday & make sure there'll be no more fights. Yeah! :)
Well.. Haven't been studying much lately till I got scolded by boyfriend! Idiot tol.
Never study then get scolded. Aiya. Anyway, I want to admit that I really2 do love him tau! :)
Hmmm.. I think I having PMS cause just now like suddenly I talk like attitude to best friends!
Sry tau. Faham2 jek la ehk. But then kn.. when I have PMS towards boyfriend I dun talk angrily instead I want attention from him. Get it..? I dun even know why. Hahaa.
Serious2. Usually that's how I react la kn when I got PMS.
FaReeN wanna meet bby ASAP tau! :)
SYF is nearing sia. Next Monday siak! Aiya. Hope to aim for GOLD! :P
Anyway, till here la. Dunno what to update la.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :P

2009-03-28T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
Sry for not updating. Almost 1 month i didn't update.
Hahaa. Have been very busy la..
Anw.. to Sherry.. Happy being in a relationship. On 26 March 2009 at 5.30pm.
&& to Farah.. HaPPy belated 7 months to you & Wandy.. On 27 August 2008 at 6.30pm.
To me.. Happy being in a relationship with Khairul Ikhsan on 28 March 2009 at 4.30pm.
&& last but not least.. To Arini.. Happy 2 months to you & Hairi on 29 January 2009 at 3.30pm.
Yay! Hahaa. Kiter THE JIWERS! :)
Anw.. Khairul Ikhsan has been fetching me in front of school for 3 days tau!
so sweet.. I love you la seh! :)
Anw.. to Acit.. Sry u have broken up with Ally.. Pity u. It's okay.. I think u will get a new one soon..
To Salam & Yana..? When..? Hope you guys will be okay.. :)
&& ystd was fun.. I get to spend time with Khairul Ikhsan for 2 hrs! :)
Yay! Hahaa. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-03-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
Sryyy.. for not updating for such a long time.
Well.. Idiot la.. Got plan for tmr ready then got malay dance. Shit la!
Plan with the bdk2 east.. :)
Anyway.. Just now finish school slack at 358..
As usual.. Salam paitau! Tk baek seh..
But nvrm.. We can still survive without Salam tau! :P
Then we become crazy2 like normal.. We tried to become like Emelda & the gangs..
But.. Hahaa. We can't. Hahaa. They're still the craziest people.. :)
But they rocks la can! Hahaa. Hope tmr we're going to have fun in MD.
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

2009-02-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hellooo!
Sry didn't update for soooooooo long... :D
Have been busy lately.. Tmr going out with Farah I think..
Go tampines to study! :)
Well.. I've go no idea what to update.. Aiyer..
This week got not much hmwk.. Great! Woohoo!
Okay la.. I dunno what to update la seh.
So till here! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I love Abdul Syakur Bin Abdul Rahman! I really do! :)

2009-02-03T21:27:00.005+08:00

Hellooo! :D

HaPPy BiRtHdAy To Me! :)
Thnks to Farah, Arini, Shahirah, Salam, Mirza & the others. Love you guys!
You guys make me have the best bday ever! :)
Thnks to Farah, Arini & Mirza.. For the Pooh Bear & Bday Cake.
I did cut cake agaen with my family.
Thnks to Abg & Kak Nur.. For the Perfume & Cake.
Love you guys la seh...! :)
&& my bday.. I bully too many people seh. Hahaa.
&& Ended up.. People bully me back. Hahaa.
Anw.. Till here.. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-02-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

I'm very2 sleepy.. yet I'm not sleeping.. Hahaa. I slept only for 4 hours.
Due to I went for bowling from 12+ till 5.. && wake up at 9.. cause got wedding.
So.. on Saturday.. Acit aka Toyol(given by CCSS) aka Ica(given by me) & me aka Ajak=Syakur(given by Acit) talk alot.. He told me everything that he know abt Ajak. Bagus kn..
Now I know more about Ajak. Yay! Hahaa.
So then yarr.. Met Taufik Batisah at the wedding.. So.. We all take pictures with him. They said that we're far cousin.. Hahaa. Not sure if it's true or not. :D
Anyway, it's 2 more days! :)
&& 2 more days for the answer also. Excited but scared. :):(
Okay then. Till here. I'm tired ready la. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :D

Well I'm so fucked up with ppl! Seriously.. FUCK YOU BACK!
Doesn't mean I looked at you.. I got problem with you rite.. Dumb2..
Show middle finger for no reason.. In the bus dun wanna show.. Get down ready then wanna show.. Why..? Scared is it..? Fuck man! Klu da minah.. sentiase minah! Idiot tol.
Haiyo. Damn pissed off sia.
Enough of this.. && move on..

Well.. I'm still am waiting.. But somehow I have this feeling..
But I dunno how to explain.. Haix..
Congrats to Arini! Who is in a relationship with Hairi. Last long girl! :)
Anyway.. Till here then. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :D

Well.. I'm turning 16 in like 5 days.. & I think the more I get older.. The more "pelat" I am.. That's what I see in myself la.. Hahaa. Cause my tongue like terbelit & I kept saying the wrong pronunciation.. :D
Anyway.. Today.. I've been disturbed like alot of times.. By the girls lar.. So naughty sia..
Then.. just now.. instead of going for remedial.. We sat at the canteen chit-chatting.. like got nothing better to do.. When we're walking on the way to the bus-stop.. there's this banglas.. playing cricket or baseball.. I not sure la.. Then each of us was like match-making 1 another sia.. Aiyer..
Not my type ehk. Maybe it's Sha's, Farah's or Fatin's type.. Hahaa. Definitely not my type sia!
So yeah.. I think.. I gonna change the date for him.. I would like to bring forward the date.. Cause I'm afraid that I might breakdown on my own bday.. Which I dunno want..&& I'm afraid of rejection.. very scared.. Dun wish to.. But have that feeling.. Haiz..
Okay la. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

2009-01-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :P

Yesterday went to Ikea with Arini.. Then met Farah at Tamp mall just to eat.. After that.. We headed to our own place. All of us went to meet the 'A's.. I meet him.. Farah meet Azuandy.. Arini meet..
But I think.. The only person who had fun was Farah.. :D
Oh well.. Whatever it is.. I then headed to Nenek's house..
I just reach.. The kids run to me.. & guess what.. They asked to bring them to playground..
Shit man! Aiyer.. So then.. I bring them to playground.. but i didn't took care of them.. Instead.. I msged him.. Huahuahua.
Oh yar.. Get to know that.. Acit knl Syakur.. & they lepak tgthr & all that sia.. OMG.. && Acit is going to asked Syakur abt it.. Damn! Hahaa.
Okay then.. Yada yada.. At 11+.. I went to Sembawang Park.. & had BBQ.. Till like 5+ we're there.. Then we went home.. :)
I woke up at 10+.. msged him fr a while.. Then went to sleep agaen.. & woke up at 1.. Hahaa.
Tmr strt sch late! yay! Okay then. Till here.. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-12T17:45:00.005+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Well.. Just now.. 'O' level result was release.. Hmm..
Our school result was bad.. but okay la.. But then.. I scared... Hahaa. Cause my turn will be soon.. :)
Oh well.. Just study hard la ehk. Hmm.. I'm still thinking abt my D&T theme.. Farah got Wandy.. Arini got Hairi(thnks to me).. && I got who..? No special one can help me in D&T.. How sad.. Aiyer.. Nvrm.. There's.. Shahirah.. We can do tgthr kan.. Hahaa..
So the theme is TIDINESS.. What shit sia.. What product shld I do seh.. Nvrm.. I will still think abt it.. Hmmm.. Anyways..
Well currently feeling down.. cause of someone..
Zuhi.. I love you.. I really do.. So u appreciate it. :)
But what you say just now.. did hurt me.. Haiz...
Well.. till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-01-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Ferst thing ferst.. HaPPy BiRtHdAy MuMMy! :)
Later going to Johor to eat there. Why of all place.. There seh..
Aiyer.. Nvrm..
Well.. I dunno wat to type ready uh. Yesterday went to Temasek Poly..
There's not much cute guys rather than Nanyang.. Wahahaha.. :D
Okay then. Till here. Bye! :D

2009-01-06T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Currently reading a book.. Cinta Remaja. Is a very nice story.
I love it so much. I notice some sweet phrase/quote in this book.

Cinta bagiku terlalu agung. Hatiku bukan barang dagangan yang boleh bertukar tangan..

Kau kukenali saat hatimu telah dilmiliki.. biarlah aku memujamu dari jauh kerana kau sentiasa abadi dalam doaku..

Sweet kn.. Hahaa.

Anw.. New principla sucks la. Lecture only sia..
aiyer...

2008-12-31T09:59:00.007+08:00

Hellooo! :)

HaPPy BiRtHdaY tO hAzIrAh! HoPe All YoUr WiShEs CoMe TrUe.

I'm going to Countdown at Marina later.. Hahaa.
Anw.. Now.. I'm stuck with 3 guys.. Aiyer.. How2..?
Amad, Hairul & Zuhair..
Amad.. Of course I still do love him..
Hairul.. I'm not sure.. But he's somehow so loving..
Zuhair.. I like him only.. Cause he's sweet..
Hahaa.. See... Aiyer.. Dunno la..
Yay! Fri strt sch ready! I'm so excited.. Huahuahua..
I wanna go sch! Woohoo! :)
Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Heyy Ppl! HaPPy NeW yEaR! :)

2008-12-30T13:07:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Aft 17 days.. finally yesterday I met him! :D
Yay! Lepas kn rindu la seh.. Hahaha. So then.. We walk at this park..
Then we sat down.. Talk & talk & talk.. But then I keep staring at him..
Hahaa. After all that.. I went to his house..
So I met his dad ready.. As usual uh.. Did.... Hahaha.
Today.. Bby went to Indon.. So sad seh.. :(
He went back with his sister.. So I think.. He celebrate New Year there.
Anyway.. HaPPy BiRtHdAy AdVaNcE tO HaZiRaH! Finally you're 13.
Tmr... I'm going Countdown.. Yay! I think uh. Most probably uh.. Hahaa. Then.. On 2 January.. Start schooling ready.. && Nenek, Datuk, Abang & the others are going to India for 2 weeks.. Best kn! I want! But I wanna go to Tanjong Pinang! That one.. I die2 wanna go.. I dun care.. Hahaa. I got a confession to make.
He look like a mat rep! But I still love him! lovelovelove! :)
Heyy.. I'm in love with Rendy Septino & Bayu Kusumanegara! They're freaking hot man!
Hahaa. Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-28T15:32:00.006+08:00

Hellooo!

Well.. Sry fr not updating my blog.. Cause I got no idea if what to update.
HaPPy 4 mths To FaRaH & WaNdY! Last long aites. :)
So.. Yesterday.. Went to Nek Noh's house.. Guess what.. They ordered 7 or 8 pizza i think. That's alot seh.. Cause.. They thought there are many ppl coming.. Hahaa. Anw.. We go there to karoke.. Yeah.. Hahaa. Then.. I slept over there.. Ferst time.. Hahaa. It was fun la.. :)
Today.. I went to like 2 wedding.. 1 is I dunno whose.. But my mum knows.. Second is Hidayah's brother.. wedding.. Yeah.. Both place.. I eat little.. Even though it's nice.. :)
Most probably.. I'm not going out today.. Well.. I'm going to Countdown next week.. I wanted to go out with him.. any day la.. Then he asked me out on Countdown.. But then I told him.. I'm going out with family.. Aiya.. I want to go out with him!!!!!!! :(
See how la ehk. Hmmm.. Okay then. Till here la k. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-22T15:09:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Well.. yesterday slept at 3+.. but fun2.. ferst.. chat with Hairul like fr 5 hrs.. Then.. Mirza & Farah called me.. So.. we talked on the phone..
After that.. Farah say call her phone.. So then.. Mirza, Salam & me call her phone.. So as usual uh.. Very kecoh.. Hahaa.. After that Wandy join us.. But then Salam & Mirza like so quiet.. Hahaa.. Shy maybe.. So then.. At the same time.. I msged bby.. Hahaa..
Then after chatting with Hairul.. Hairul called my phone.. Very busy sia.. Talk on house phone, handphone.. & msged.. Then Hairul pity me.. So then he say.. He'll msged me la.. Kecian seh.. Padahal.. He wanted to talk to me.. Hahaa.. But nvrm.. So then I continued talking with the beruks.. All like excited to start schooling.. Hahaa. We even plan ready fr ferst day.. Hahaa.. So kanchong.. So.. while I talked with Salam, Mirza & Farah.. at the same time.. I also msged.. bby & Hairul..
I talked with them till like 3+.. & msged bby.. till like 3+ also.. So yar..
Anyway.. I haven't buy school shoe seh.. Aiya.. Damn!
Maybe.. Tonight going out with my sisters.. Shopping maybe.. Hahaa.
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

2008-12-21T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Yesterday.. I slept at 4+.. but I had fun.. Hahaa. As usual uh.. chat with him.. :)
So.. from like 9+ till 11+ chat with him all the way.. Then we went out.. So I waited fr him to online agaen.. Then we continue from.. 1+ till 4+.. Hahaa.. Around that time.. I'm felt sleepy uh.. but it's okay.. Hahaa. Now.. I'm still sleepy cause I was being force to wake up.. Ajojo.
Hahaa.. Well.. Maybe.. I'm going Tampines today.. Cause.. I didn't go yesterday..
Then maybe.. chat with him agaen.. Hahaa.. I love him, I still do.. :)
So till here then. Bye! :)

2008-12-20T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Well.. As you can see that I change my blogskin like agaen.
The blogskin before was nice.. But the post is like to cramp.
I dun like.. So I change it..
So today.. I sat at home all the way.. Actually wanted to go to Tampines.. But due to Mami's tiredness.. So the plan was cancel.. We'll go tmr.. I think.
This few days.. Have been bored for me.. Cause ferst thing didn't get to chat with him.. Second thing.. I have been sitting at home for the past few days.. Bored like hell seh..
But nvrm.. Anw.. till here la.. Dun know what to post ready.. So.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

It's great that everything is now over.. Although I'm sad abt it.
I mean like I can't force that person rite.. So I just ignored..
Cause.. No point if he love another girl rite.. But now the girl is my close friend.. So yar.. Although we're not together.. We're still like last time.. :)
Cause.. he die2.. still wanna be my friend.. Even though I say I dun wan..
Oh yar.. But now.. I feel more relaxed.. Cause I can focus on my 'O's..
So.. till here.. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-17T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

Yesterday I bought school bag from Zinc! :)
&& I watched Twilight agaen yesterday.

Anw.. I got a confession to make!
I seriously miss him alot seh! It has been days since I last contact him.
I'm feeling so down.. I totally miss him alot sia! :(
Haix.. It's okay. Can't for school to reopen.. When I'll be totally busy studying..
I will soon forget abt me missing him.. :)
Can anybody msg me.. I seriously feeling damn bored sia.
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)

I love the song at my blog. It's nice. The song that bby love to sing. Hahaa. Anyway.. get to know that he went to Indon ready.. So skrg tgh feeling2 single. Hahaa. Serious uh. Tapi sedih uh. Psl tkde org nk lyn skrg.. :(
Anyway.. just now went to Airport.. ate at Popeye. Damn nice uh. :)
Then send Bibik Asiah off.. So sad seh.. While I at Airport.. Camwhoring all the way! Fun gyler seh.. Then I was pushing Aniq in the stroller walking with Hazirah.. Everybody looked at me seh.. I think they thought I have a child at a young age. Hahaa. Serious uh.. Ppl all looked at me sia. But fun la.. At 1 point.. Fee(Husband) pushed Aniq(Child).. I(Mother) feeding Aniq.. Hazirah(Maid) busybody.. So ppl thought we're like 1 family.. Hahaa. Like no! But.. Fee handsome tau.. Budak Bola katerkn.. Hahaa! But not interested okay! :)
Then after Airport when to Orchard.. To CASH STUDIO! Woohoo! Karaoke like there's no tmr! Fun gyler! From 7 - 10.. 3 hrs.. Got hot staff working there! Hahaa. Feel like going agaen. The hot staff is damn hot & cute la sey! Hahaa! :)
Kak Fiqah was dancing & suddenly this staff came in.. to confirm the number of ppls inside.. Then the hot staff said.. Okay2.. carry on dancing.. in malay.. Hahaa! Cute sia. Kak Fiqah embarrassed ready.. Wahahahaha.. :)
Okay la. Till here. Tmr not going out. Tired rdy. Seat at home. Bye! :)

2008-12-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
HaPPy 1 MoNtH aNNiVeRsArY to me & him! :)
I love you! Yay! We're 1 month old now. Hope to last long with him.
I yet receive any news from him.. He went back ready or he's still here..? :(

Anyway, just now Zoo outing was fun like hell!
We go home all wet.. Hahaa. All Kak fiqah's fault. It was her who strt all this. She was wet cause of Aniq & she made all of us wet. Hahaa.
But fun uh. Then we pulled everybody.. So that they're wet too!
At the Zoo.. We saw everybody uh. All my friends were there man!
Farah, Arini, Salam, Mirza, Wandy.. Semua ader. Cute gyler! :)
Hahaa. Well.. Tmr going to Changi Airport to send Bibik Asiah back to Indon. So sad.. All the best2 bibik are going home.. :(
I will bully all the new bibiks.. I dun care. :)
Hahaa. Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeee!

Still waiting for him to msg.. :(

2008-12-12T18:07:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! :)
This week met him twice. On wed & fri.
So just now met him.. He send me home.. Thnks boyfriend. :)
Tomorrow is my 1 month! Yay! Hahaa. Aru 1 month.. da suke..
But2.. maybe he's going back to Indonesia. So sad. But not sure yet.
Hope he's not going back tmr. Tell him to go back next year.
Cause next year I might have no time for him..
I'm excited abt the Zoo trip tmr! We're going to camwhoring & enjoy!
So will update abt tmr if I'm free.
Till here. Byeeeee!

2008-12-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

I'm back from OBS! I am tired & my body is aching all over..
Well.. OBS is a good & bad experience.. It teaches u how to be independent person.. Hahaa. Bbl mcm phm sia. So.. yeah.. just going to say some interesting things..
I did the CRC.. I did 6 hrs of kayaking.. I did 11 hrs of trekking with a damn heavy haversack.. I did jump into the sea which was deep at 5 m.. the platform distance towards the sea is 2.5m i thing.. Damn tall sia.. I scared sia. But I overcome my fear..
&& there's a group of Coral Sec ppl.. They kept calling my name.. How they know my name..? I wore my jersey.. that's why. Ferst time they called.. I ignore.. Then the last day.. which is today...
I walked alone.. They(the guys from Coral) called me.. & say Hellooo. I replied.. Cause they're so friendly.. Hahaa.
They told me.. Khairul like me.. I was like.. Hahaa. Okay. Cause maybe they were just joking around.. So today they say Hellooo & Bye like around 6 times.. Hahaa.
&& Khairul was like smiling & looking.. like so excited cause get to talk to me.. Hahaa. So cute la.. Only the friendly Coral Sec student.. know my name..
In the ferry.. CHR students were like saying bye with the Coral Students.. but then 2 girls & 4 guys were saying.. BYE FAREEN.. damn loud sia.. Hahaa.
I was shocked. But.. I replied their greetings also..
Reach Punggol Jetty.. Bapak came just in time.. I approach to the car..
I saw Khairul was approaching to me.. So I get in the car.. & he made a detour.. Hahaa.
When the car drive off.. The guys was like BYE FAREEN.. I was like.. Okay.. Bye! Hahaa.
What a friendly bunch of people.. I had a good time uh.. =)
Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

CAN ANYBODY MASSAGE MY BODY..? IS ACHING ALL OVER.!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! :)

I'm going to OBS tmr.. I'm gonna miss boyfriend & Farah.. && everyone else uh.
But that's the two main ppl that I'm gonna miss! :(
Well.. at least yesterday.. met boyfriend.. spend time together..
Even though.. it's just 5 days.. It means alot.. 5 days man! :(
Hahaa. Okay. dunno what to update.
So till here.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

Love boyfriend & everyone la.. :)
Owe someone a kiss.. :P

2008-11-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

Oh yar! Its 27 November today!

HaPPy 3rD mOnTh AnnIvErSaRy To FaRaH & WaNdY!

LaSt LoNg OkAy..? =)

2008-11-26T23:23:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Well.. Today good & bad things happened.. happy & sad la..
Went to school for OBS briefing.. Just half an hour.. Like wasting time jek..
But nvrm.. Then went to Farah's house.. waited for her to get ready..
Then went out to eat.. Cause I was hungry.. Hahaa.
After that.. walk around Causeway while waiting for him to reach Yishun.
Reach Yishun.. saw him.. Then proceed to the void deck.. There was Farah, Me, Him & Alip.. I think la.. Hahaa. He's friend is kinda cute.. =P
So yar.. Then Farah wants me to go to the Bugis.. I know that he surely not willing to go. But when Farah asked him.. He said anythg.. I was like.. Okay.. But I know he dun want.. So yar.. waited for Mirza.. Tk datang2 jek.. So in the end.. we just took the train.. I know he's mad with me.. Prangai! I talk to him in the train.. He ignored me.. Idiot tol! Then reach Bishan.. All the way I tried talking to him.. But no use.. He doesn't wanna talk to me..
Went to the nearest block at Bishan.. & sat there.. msged Farah & told her to walk2 ferst uh while I talk to him..
When Farah's gone.. still dun wanna talk.. So I ignored.. Suddenly.. He pulled my hand asking wat time I'm going home all that uh.. Therefore I know everything is okay.. But eventually.. NOT! So I told Farah to go home ferst uh.. Cause everything is like so bad.. I kinda felt bad with Farah.. Cause I chased her away.. Sry my dear friend.. & at the same time I felt bad with him cause I say I wanted to spend time with him only today.. SORRY! =(
So then.. I meet Farah at Bishan Mrt.. Talk to her.. & walked off with him.. Cause he wanted to go home if I'm with Farah.. So I was like okay2.. sent me back home.. Okay.. In the train.. Fuck uh..! He ignored me.. But I felt bad when I saw that his eyes was watery.. I seriously felt bad.. Cause I know I did smth wrong.. So then.. decided to go down at Khatib.. All the way he didn't talked to me.. Until I walked under the block.. Pulled him near to me & talk in a nice way.. Not easy! Prangai gyler.. He even said sry for his attitude.. & so on uh.. da settle.. he still prangai..
Then I told him.. Just take the bus.. & I will walked home myself.. We had a long talk.. I was sad at that moment.. & he was like.. Jangan sedih uh u.. I walked away.. He pulled my hand & kiss me..
I salam him & walked away.. While walking away.. I break down.. I felt bad with him.. He msged me & say dun sad2 all that.. I was not replying.. Until I finish crying then I replied.. Haix.. Bad day..
Anw.. good news.. had a mother - daughter talk with mami just now.. Told her abt him.. But I told her that we're just teman tapi mesra.. mami was like okay..
Gosh! Mami expectation is way high for him seh! =(
But nvrm.. See how. Okay. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-11-25T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Had a fun time today with bby. Met him just now.
His niece is super cute.. Hahaa. She's 8 yrs old.. She got a nice voice.. =)
So just now ate at Swensen.. Bby force me to eat seh.
I was not hungry & I was being forced to eat.. I'm not used to eat infront of guys..
After eating, waited outside the Swensen.. He sang for me a sweet song.. =)
Hahaa. I'm not sure his voive is nice or not.. But for me is still nice. Hahaa.
After that.. when to SunPlaza Park.. Hehee.. =P
Spend time there.. After that went home.. Eventually he didn't send me home. Cause he meeting his sister.. But nvrm.. Tomorrow meeting him agaen.. Spend time agaen.. Hahaa. =)
Whenever I'm with him.. that's the happiest time ever..
Whenever I quarrel with him.. that's the worst thing ever happened..
Okay. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeee! =D

2008-11-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

I obviously had a nice day today! =D
I didn't went to East Coast.. I was lazy.. Hahaa. =P
So.. Meet Farah & Arini in the train.. Talk & talk.. headed to City Plaza..
went into shops asking abt hair extension.. Eventually we're interested in 4 shops..
So I dunno la Farah.. Hope she'll like it.. when she's done with it..
Then went to eat at Banquet opposite City Plaza.. wanted to wait for boyfriend there.. But he's late.. so meet him at Tampines instead. While Farah & Arini waited for Wandy.. Me & him headed to the Sunplaza Park.. I will say nothing abt this.. =D
Then they all busybody la kn.. Hahaa. Just kidding. So they joined us..
Hahaa.. then I dunno why.. They then seat at the pondok.. which they can also see us... No privacy seh.. Hahaa. Eventually they're bored they called me to seat with them.. He wanted to go to the shop so accompanied him.. Eventually before going back to pondok.. did smth ferst.. In front of them can't do anythg.. Hahaa. =D
So then skip3.. Going home time.. He actually didn't want to sent me.. but he pitied me.. So he sent me home.. Thnks dear.. So sweet of you.. =)
I love when we're under the block.. Hahaa. Not saying a thing here! =)
Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeee!
I love boyfriend so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love them too! =D

2008-11-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Just now went to buy school buys.. Farah Sayang accompanied me.
Thanks Sayang! So nice of you. =)
Well.. Only a few days nvr meet we talk alot ready.. Hahaa.
Then tmr meeting her agaen! Hahaa. =)
Oh yar.. Tmr also meeting boyfriend! Yay! =)
Farah & Arini.. First meet cannot disturb okay. No good.
Hahaa. Going East Coast with him.. But first accompany Sayang & Darling go City Plaza.
Then will meet boyfriend there.. I think uh. =)
Till here. Will post tmr aites. =D
Byeeeeeeeeeeee! =P

2008-11-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

So.. To Hykel.. You suck big time! So you think what you did was fun..?
Idiot! I was wrong abt you. So there's no need for me to wait for you.
Anyways.. I've got a new guy ready.. So yeah.. I think he's much better person than you. The date 13/11/08 is when I agree to unlock my heart for someone special. =)
So today.. I really had a great time with him.. I just dun feel like letting him go.. He just make me feel so warm & comfortable.. I just love him..
I really love today! Can't wait for the next meet.. =)

Oh yar.. Christ Church lost the match.. 5 - 1 sia..
Damn bad.. It's okay. Better luck next time.

Till here.. Bye!!!!!!!!!
Farin Love Amad, Farah, Arini & Sherry! =)

2008-11-12T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

My fringe is short! Farah hate her hair! Arini hate her beetle! =)
Hahaa. Prangai sia semua! Nvrm! Hair can grow! =D
Anyway, to ppl who msg me.. Sry can't reply! =(
Tmr new bill! Tmr 1 mth single! woohoo! baek keper!
Single & ready to mingle! =P
Well.. now at tampines! Anybody wanna meet come here! =D
By the way, just now.. Malay Dance was fun! Yes. Gerek gyler!
Hope the guys had fun too. =)
Tmr the soccer boys got tournament.. All the best ppl! Hope you guys win! =)
I wanna watch but.. Arini & Farah uh. =(
Till here. Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Farin Love FaRaH, RiNiE & ShErrY!

P.S: Sry fr the lots of question marks. =D

2008-11-09T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hellooo. =D

Can't believe I still can't forget him. Haizz..

Gosh, I love him so much uh. Anw, I have not been msging for the past 3 days! Luckily I can control eventhough Khairul msg, I didn't even bother to reply. =)

Seriously, my heart is still for Hykel. How long I could take to forget him..? Can't he just come back to me..? Dun he realize that I really do love him..? Just hope he could come back to me. Haiz.. Pls..

I dun wish to get to know other guys.. If he does not want me anymre, then fine. Haiz.. Just hope that I could forget him sooner or later. Cause he doesn't want me anymre. =(

No mood rdy uh. So till here. Bye!

I love FaRaH, aRiNi & ShErrY! HyKeL too but haiz.. =(

2008-11-06T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Just now.. Farah, Arini, Mirza & Salam slacked at my house.
Watch Fengshui.. ghost story.. The story quite understanding than The Coffin.
Coffin so merepek! I dun understand! Neither do they understand. =)
Seriously be truth.. I dun like Khairul la. I love Hykel! =)
Khairul just stop everything la can. Haiz..
Hmmm.. I dunno what to say anymore la.
So till here. Ferst time short post. =D

I love FaRaH & aRiNi & HyKeL!

2008-11-05T17:29:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =(

Story of A & B. Both of them got problems. B's problem is not so stressful like A's. But B is all stressed out. B said I'm not in the situation so I dun understand. Like hello! I got feelings la okay I used to have problem but I'm not so stressed out. Stop making me feel so left out even though I got no problem with boyfriend cause I know I dun have boyfriend rite now. I know that you're stress but dun need to say that I dun understand abt all this. Have you ever understand me if I have problems..? No rite. I'm not a ghost or invisible okay. I got feelings. You said that I dun know how you feel or I dun understand.. Dun you think that's hurtful for me. Now then you guys feel how I have problems rite. I know that A's problem is very stressful but somehow she managed to be strong & not hurt me like B does. B, I dun wish to confront you cause I know you're stress enough.. But dun hurt your own friend's feeling. Haizz. That's the problem in you I guess.. hurting ppl feelings. I wanna our friendship to last aites. That's why I just take it easy, whatever you say. I know I might be wrong at times at least I know my mistake but do you ever know your mistakes..? I dun feel so stressed out when you guys have problems cause I know that I must cheer you guys up not to stay quiet. I do feel a little stress when you guys have problem. Stop asking me to be in your shoe. I'm just trying to think to find a way to help you. Just hope you guys problem will settle soon. =)
I still do love Hykel & will always do.

P.S: I'm sry if I did anything wrong or hurt you guys.

2008-11-03T17:18:00.006+08:00

Hellooo. =(

I'm like sad enough cause he has decided to leave me.
Cause he said that he's not fit to be with me. Haizz.. As long as you know I will always love you. He'll be the last guy for now. Cause I decided that he's the guy I really love. Haizz.. I dunno why you say you're not fit to be with me.. If I'm expecting too much from you I'm sorry. I said to you ready.. after you there will be no guys anymore. & yeah, I'm serious abt what I said. I promise you there'll be no guys anymore. I really do love you. && If you get a new girl for yourself.. Hope you'll be happy. =)
You'll always be mine. I really do love you. I just want you back..
The msg you say that "ask other ppl to take a good care of her & to be with her for the rest of their life" I want that other ppl to be YOU. You're the person I really love.. I'm much hurt when you leave me without saying anythg. Haiz.. =(

2008-11-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hellooo. =(

Haizz.. A thousand thoughts came into my mind rite now.
1st he's not replying my msges nor answering my call.
2nd thinking abt wearing tudung. Haiz..
I'm just so half-hearted abt wearing it.
All my family like expecting me to wear.. I want to but..
Friends, Hykel & others are the ones who make me half-hearted to wear.
Most probably, Hykel won't agree to it if I wear. I not sure. =(
I really do love him but I dunno why I always have a feeling that he do not love me.
&& If he does not agree.. I... Haiz.. =(
I'm sad enough he's not replying my msges & new problem coming..
B.. I hope you're reading this.. I really do love you.. I'll always be there for you if you ever need me. I'm missing you rite now.. I know you're not feeling well.. Get well soon my dear. =)
I always thought of you.. Every single sec, min & hours.. =)
Okay. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-10-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

I'm back from KL! I was back like this morning! Ard midnight like that.
First thing I did was switch on my handphone of course!
Bby called me 4 times. Arini called me twice. Afiqah called once. 1 unknown & 1 cousin. Then receive msg from Salam. =)
But the ferst I did was msg bby! Like duh! Hahaa.
Aik. No.. I called Farah then msg him. Hahaa. =P
Oh yar.. So.. We stayed in Hotel Istana. 5 star hotel tau!
&& for 3 nights in spore dollars is ard $270. Damn cheap la. Next time must go for 1 week! =D Hahaa. A lot of experiences seh when I was in KL. Got chase by dog, being pushed, saw bapok!

At ferst, went to watch movie High School Musical 3 like agaen at Pavilion.. is a midnight movie uh.. So finished around 1.30am. We were walking.. I was like eh got dog.. Then they were like dun panic.. dun panic.. As you know.. I usually love to run away from dogs.. =P
So yar.. Then the dog like came near to us.. & woof like in different kind of tone uh. Like warning us.. Something like that uh. Then when we going up the so called small slope.. The dog followed us.. Straight away all of us quickly run into the hotel.. The dog chase us.. But we went inside ready so the dog went away.. && we were like laughing at ourselves at the workers at the hotel like looking at us. Hahaa. Then when we came into the room we saw that the dog was not disturbing anybody.. Its just us.. Scary kn.. My sis like scared ready.. Hahaa. =D

The next day we went to Mid Valley is a shopping complex quite big uh.
So we took train to go there. We waited from the train like 12 mins.. Damn long seh. The next train will arrive like 20 mins later.. So everybody will like stuff themselves into the train. So we like dun need to walk seh.. The people were like pushing us in... I was eheh.. lek uh sia. Mcm nk maki jek satu2.. But not our country wat.. If at Spore.. da kene maki seh.. & all of us were like squeeze to one another.. naseb tkde bangla.. Klu tidak.. like eeeeeeeeee! =P
Part gerek! On the way back.. we're the one who were pushing them cause we dun wanna wait for like another 20 mins.. Pls uh.. Hahaa.

&& The next day at night.. Going back to hotel.. We saw this bapok! Prostitute sia!
I mean imagine uh.. A "guy" & a guy make out!?!?! How is that possible seh..? I dunno. Unless that bapok have the girls thing.. The bapok like so gian.. Get near to guys. Then when we're in the hotel.. We looked at the window.. We saw that bapok tahan a few cars. Ajojo. No point seh! Please la.. =)

Oh yar.. && from the first day in the hotel till the last day.. There was this apek kept looking at us.. Every each part of the hotel when we're there this apek was there too. Scary la seh. This is Malaysia. & guess what.. the taxis there charged us 20 ringgit for trips.. They dun wanna use the meter in the taxi.. Like wat the fuck. Bullshit sia! Nvrm. Everything is over. I'm back already. && I miss bby so much! I love you so much seh! =D

So today had remedial. Social Studies & Maths. But we didn't go for Maths. Salam ajak cabut. Hahaa. Influence! Tmr also ajak cabut. =P
So Farah, Arini, Me, Salam & Mirza went to MacDonald's & ate breakfast. After that waited for Yana.. while waiting.. baru la.. bby msg.. Yay! hahaa. suke dier. Salam was like saper jek Hykel eh.. When Farah & Arini when to toilet.. tk ajak seh..
So left Salam & me.. He was like asking abt Hykel la.. Like Question & Answer g2.. Hahaa. =P
So just now.. During Malay dance.. Somehow all of us so rapat already. There were like 8 of us.. Some didn't come.. Then I was msging bby.. Everybody like teasing me sia.. Farah la g announce then everybody pun nk tgk his face.. So I showed them.. They were like handsome seh.. I was like.. Hahaa. Okay.

I was thinking & having that negative thoughts.. All of them said that he's so handsome.. & I'm like seriously in love with him.. I'm afraid that he might just leave me & go to much way better girls.. Haiz.. Anything can happen kan.. Bby.. I really love you seh... Haiz... Just hope you'll be mine.. Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! Will upload few photos from KL. =D

2008-10-24T17:09:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Just now watch HSM 3! Very nice sia the story! So sweet!
But too bad I didn't really concentrate cause I was msging bby! =)
But the story very nice la seh! Go watch k ppl!
Tmr going KL seh.. I'm gonna miss bby! I hope you miss me too! =P
If I go KL.. then he have no one to msg rite.. If he msg other girls.. how seh..? Cnnt! Dun! No way! You're mine! I love you bby! =D

He got he own thing, That's why I love him! =)
Sometimes I have a feeling that I will nvr last long with anyone..
&& I always has a feeling that I will lose bby! But I will try to be positive la eh.
Most probably.. If there's no hope in our relationship.. Then he will be the last guy. =)
I'm serious.. No kidding. 9 is enough. There can nvr be more. =)
Oh yar.. Then just now.. Khairul asked me.. If I'm single or attached..
I'm single uh. But then Loving someone.. So it is like.. Single But Not Available. =)
Dunno why he ask.. But then he got Nolin ready wat.. Even you ask for patch.. I'll reject. =P
Okay. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-10-23T15:54:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

School's out! But2 got remedial & practices.. Shit la!
Must work hard for next year man! work hard!
IS A MUST! =P

Hmm.. Tmr they got practice. Fuyoh! Padan muke! =P
Hahaa. But I'm going also. Menyebok mah! =P
I'm so saddd... Bby.. is like MIA seh.. Like cnnt contact g2..
Serious seh.. I msg him twice.. then called him.. cnnt reach..
Nvrm.. Wait till at night. =)
The other day.. He was afraid to lose me.
Now.. I'm afraid to lose him. Gosh! I'm in love agaen! wOw! =D

Planning to go to Sentosa.. But when..?
10 November..? 2 November..? When seh..?
Hmm.. You guys decide okay. Good! xD

I wanna watch HSM 3!!! Argh! Tknk lbt2.. Nk bsk jgk!
Okay3.. Tmr we go watch okay darlings..? Good.
Watch tau. Jgn tk watch. =)

Hmm.. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I love you! =)

2008-10-20T21:14:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Guess what!?!? My class got 24 ppl failed. 3 ppl retain. 11 ppl go N.A.
Damn! Wth. Very bad sia. Then early in the morning got lectured by Mr Ang.
After that almost everyone lecture us.. Wtf man. Shit la. Cnnt make it.
The 3 of us was like scared rdy.. Scared that we drop to N.A if we drop like very bad rdy.
But.. Eventually all of us get PROMOTED! Get it..? PROMOTED! Woohoo! Gerek!
But then.. Very sad la.. Eventhough I got promoted.. I was being pushed up.
Farah & Arini is like they passed so they advanced la. Congrats darlings! =)
Oh yar.. && Salam & Sherry congrats too! Mirza work hard k. Retain will also help. =)
Dun worry.. Study hard. We will always help you. =)
&& I was selected to go to OBS - Outward Bound Singapore. =P
At first, I was like 50-50.. dunno wanna go or not but after reading everything..
I felt like going. So I will be going.. =)
My holidays full of activities seh.. Going to KL.. Then got make up lessons after holidays..
& going to OBS somemore.. Ajojo. Packed seh! Rabak!
Hmm.. But nvrm.. Then they planning wanna go Sentosa on 10 November 2008. =)
Good2. Okay la. Till here. Fcuk! My hand numb seh.. Just now take injection. =D
Bagussssssssssss! Byeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

2008-10-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well.. as usual.. today didn't go to school today.
Poor thing Mirza.. No friend.. told him ready that we not going.
He still go.. Then we went to sch for Malay Dance..
Mirza say we busted him. Hahaa. Cause he's the only Malay ppl in class. Lols. Kecian eh. Then just now went to lepak for awhile..
Then took bus with Arini, Farah, Ayid & Boi.. Then Ayid & Boi sent me home!
So sweet.. Nice brothers.. SaYaNg krg.. Hahaa. =)
Then as usual uh.. On comp.. check blogs & friendster..
I wonder for what you view my friendster.. is like we have break ready.
There's no point okay. When we're still together.. You nvr view me..
So what's the point...? Even if you wanna patch.. I dun think I want..
Cause you had nvr understand me...! Sometimes I regretted accepting you.. Dun nid to regret ready.. It's over.. =)
Just now.. I was eating with Mummy.. I was talking abt searching for jobs. && guess what.. Mummy allow.. But must tell her wat job..
Then see if she's agrees with it or not.. =)
Then just now she asked.. You got boyfriend eh..?
I was like no.. hahaa. =) Then I asked why..? She say cause everytime like so secretive like that. I was no la.. I dun have.. If I have I tell you.. then I was like laughing.. =)
Okay then. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

2008-10-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes. Alot!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
YES! Alot of times! =P

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Yeah! I love school! =D

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Spend, give my family, make a orphanage home. =)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Maybe. Yes. Both girl & guy.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course both!

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
With You, Disturbia, Oh baby, Luahan hati, Cintaku dipermainkn, Menyesal, Outta my head, Fallen angel, Damaged, One step at a time, Too cool, This is me, Puspa, Heartbreaker, Break the ice.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm.. I dun give a damn! Attached can break pe..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes! The LoLLys & everyone!

10. What makes you angry?
Boyfriend that TOYS WITH MY FEELINGS!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Old!

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
The LoLLys, Family && Atiqah! =)

13. What is the most important thing in life?
I dunno. =)

14. Single or attached? With who?
Single uh! =)

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Not sure. I guess so.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I did. The guy that will love for who I am. =)

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I will forgive & forget. Cause I'll simply forget that someone. =)

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
Stay happy with whoever you are. =D

20. 5 people I have tagged: Shahirah, Wandy, Fauzi, Fatin, Fatin(cousin).

2008-10-14T10:46:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Finally.. Back in single life. Cannot tahan sia. Everytime quarrel abt the same thing.
Why can't he just understand. Finally.. we break up!
I go my own way.. He go his own way.. & I hope that we'll nvr contact anymre.
Cause I'm wanting to forget him. Hmm.. So there's no more Syakur in my life aites.
Later.. going out with the LoLLys.. I thinks uh. Nt sure yet. Most probably..
Either they slacking my house or go bugis or watching movie.. =)
I wonder why can't I last long with ppl that I really love..?
Is the problem in me or they're just not the right guy for me..?
Hmm.. Just kept wondering.. =)
Now what shld I do..? Stay single or wat..? No idea. =P
Hahaa. Okay. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Love the LoLLys & DeaResT aTiQaH!

2008-10-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hellooo!
Didn't update for such a long time.
Busy due to examinations. Hope to pass. =)
At least pass then can promote to Sec 4. Pls3.
Pray hard to promote.. Hmm.. Collection is now $300+.
Damn alot sia. Nvr collected that much. Heh.
I'm still hoping that I'm still together with him uh.
But just imagine that you nvr contact for like ard 3 weeks.
Fuyo! Lamer seh.. I miss him la can. Miss calling 'B'!
Gosh. B, I love you can..? Damn. I really love you.
Hope you know what I feel. I know I hurt you but then must understand.
There's nothing I could do. But then let bygones be bygones.
What had happened can nvr be undo. I'm sorry. =(
I just hope that I could get the old you back. Which is so loving & sweet.
I'm still waiting for you.. Forever I would wait.. You're always in my mind. =)
Okay. Till here. Byeeee!

Love the LoLLys, SyAkUr && Dearest Atiqah! =)

2008-09-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Yesterday had a misunderstanding like agaen.
But then I asked him for break. Then he was like.. A little thing only asked for break.
Ajojo. I dunno if my relationship with him could last long or not.
But hope to last long with him.. Hmm.. But then okay ready. Yeah.
Yesterday on the phone with 4 people..
Firstly SaYang! Aft that.. few minutes ltr.. Salam called.. Then Farah.. Then Boi.
So from 10+ till 12+ I was talking to people.. Hahaa..
Very popular rite.. I know. =P
Anyway2.. Tmr exam & I can still use the comp..? Wtf.
Hope to do well in EOY! Good Luck darlings! Pass with flying colours eh!
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-09-19T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well.. Yesterday played Truth or Dare.. Who suggested that game..? ME!
Who kena damn badly.. Me! Like hell sia! Dun wish to talk abt it.. =P
Hahaa. Then for the whole of yesterday.. He didn't called or msged me..
I was so worried.. Of course.. Then I will always expect the worst..
Always think negatively.. not positively.. Then used Farah's phone..
To msg.. Then during IT lesson.. he called using his friend's handphone.. At ferst not sure.. Who is it..
But then we found out it was him.. Then actually he dunno..
Then Arini & Farah talk to him like not happy like.. Like wanna fight..
Hahaa. I was laughing at them.. Then Arini said smth.. Abt matair..
Then he said.. He wanna speak to me.. I was like wtf! Hahaa.
But eventually I spoke to him.. He told me.. Prepaid low.. Sorry & so on..
I was like Sorry also.. Hahaa. Eventually it was misunderstanding.
Hahaa! His voice is like cute to ME! Arini & Farah. Shut up! =P
Hahaa. Anyway.. Thnks darlings..! =D
Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-09-13T14:13:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =)

So today strt the new bill.. So sms & sms la.. Hahaa.
But then I had a tiff with him. From 1+ am till now he's not msging me.
Haix.. I know its my fault okay. but I can't do anythg at that point of time.
& I know I got a boyfriend. So I admit okay it's my mistake.
Pls forgive me can.. I know you damn mad with me la.. Haix..
What I did was actually wrong.. but at the same time.. Understand my situation pls..
By not replying my msges won't solve the problems..
I dunno la. It's up to you.. You agree to sort things out in a good way & understand each other.
But then you ignore me instead.. Haix...
I'm sorry Mr Boyfriend..

2008-09-11T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well.. this morning get scolded from Mr Chow. Wtf. Like shit sia.
Cause I was reading storybook when there was morning reflection.
The book is more interesting than the reflection.. So I read la.. Dum2.
Then must write a letter to him. Lame Shit la! Ajojo.
Anw, just now was a pain & tiring day fr me. Had red day that's the why.
So then stomach cramp all the way. Hmm. Then whole day become crazy..
The best part was at 707. When I behave the craziest time of the day.
Hahaa. Farah & Arini was like.. ohok.. she's crazy.. hahaa.
Fine.. then went home.. Kakak asked me to go to NTUC I was like tired ready.
But then.. have to go also.. No choice.. Ajojo.. Tired la sehh..
Now.. chatting with Khairul.. Hahaa. Guess wat..?
He asked.. "tadi pagi emo pe..?" I was like no..
Then he say tadi pagi dgr lagu cintaku dipermainkan pe..?
I was like asl..? terase pe.. Hahaa. But I nvr say la.. =P
Hmm... Still chatting with him.. Entertainer kater kn.. Hahaa.
Most probably.. tmr.. going to Bugis.. =)
See how la.. 90% will be going.. 10% not sure.. =)
okay then. till here.. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-09-06T14:36:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well.. yesterday when out with my sisters..
go to the tailor.. cause the tailor lose my sister's measurement..
then went there.. the tailor found the measurement ready. hahaa.
What a waste of time.. then2.. the tailor said then i looked a bit slim..
so then she check my measurement agaen. & yeah.. I did slim down..
hahaa. so then.. went back home.. use the comp.. till 5+..
then.. almost 6 ready.. get ready the table.. & guess wat.. nobody help me..
I do it all alone.. hmph! after breaking fast also I cleared the table all alone..
Then I even do the dishes.. ALL ALONE! WTF! Nvrm.
At night ard 10+.. chat with him! chat & chat & chat..!
Hoping to chat with him till i'm sleepy.. ended up.. at 12+.. he said..
He's going out.. got problem. I was like fine.. aper jek hal yg ader..
Then called Farah.. Luckily there's Farah darling to entertain me..
Then told her abt the above matter.. Farah said like mat rep..
Eheh, dier pun tk sedar diri.. matair dier pun same.. ckp byk..!
Hahaa.. Lols. then today going to break fast at granny's house..
Everybody are going to be there.. & must sembahyang terawih!!!!!!!!!!
I dun want! Nvrm.. Escape2! hahaa. Evil! =P
Okay then. Till here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-09-04T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Got great news... Eventually I managed to forget abt Khairul..!
Yay me! Hahaa. Cause holiday rite.. Then nvr sms him, nvr see his face.
So okay la. Hahaa. Then recently this guy came into my life.
Thnks to him, I managed to forget abt Khairul. & he sound me alot of times la. But then.. I'm just not ready..
&& Then there's some guy msg me..
Turn out.. he's the same sch as him.. So I was like okay..
Then suddenly he talked abt me & him.. I was thinking how he know..
He said that this is a hot topic in Changkat Changi. Hahaa.
I'm confused la. Cause I dunno anything then this thing can be a hot topic.
Funny2. This guy told me that he's a well-known guy in that school.
& alot of girls are after him.. I was like okay.. He must be hot, I guess.
Hmmm.. I've been fasting since the strt of Ramadhan.. Bagus kn..
Hahaa.. Ltr going out with sister.. =)
&& I wanna got bugis..! LoLLys!!!!!!! Wanna accompany me..?
Accompany me la.. Pretty plsssssss.. =D
Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-08-30T10:51:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =P

Yesterday was tiring day. Had a performance due to Teacher's Day Celebration.
Had to dance twice. For Upper & Lower sec. Everyone was nervous during Upper sec concert.
During Lower Sec concert was not that nervous uh. Hahaa.
So after that went home straight. Tired ready. People msg me also.. I say msg bck later..
Reach home rdy.. Change.. Then use the comp for a while.. Suddenly got msg.
Tired to msg ready.. but then check it out who msg.. It was Khairul..
So I just entertain uh.. Even though I was tired..
While msging he told me that.. He got new gf.. I was like wtf! So fast..
Then it was a 3/10 girl.. So I was ohok. Then I asked him..
The point of u msging just to tell me that u got new gf..? He was like No..
Fine then. Anything la.. I'm not that into you anymre.. I think. Heh!
Hahaa. By hook or by crook.. I must forget him.. Cause he's not the guy fr me.
& yeah. Ltr going out.. Meeting Farah.. Then go grand's house.. =)
Okay then. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Had a fun time just now. Celebrate Farah's bday.
Bought a nice cake. The cake is damn nice. Didn't know I had a good choice.
Hahaa. Then had a surprise party for her after school.
She was quite surprise uh. I think. Hahaa.
Then after malay dance, meet the guys. When to tmpt hujan.
Hahaa. Then got smth on so must go away from there.
Damn lar! Ajojo. Then skip2 the boring part.
The best part was when Wandy came.. Then before that blindfolded Farah.
She didn't know at ferst that Wandy was there. But when I was asking 6 qns..
She actually managed to peek.. So da tk surprise lagi uh.
But the sweet part was when Wandy put on the necklace & bracelet for her.
So sweeeeeeeet!!!!!!!! Hmm.. How I wish I was in her shoe BUT with a different guy.
Anyway, it is damn hard to forget Khairul la. I tried so hard to forget..
But I really can.. It takes time.. Haix... =(
Okay.. Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

2008-08-21T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Had a fun time with the brothers just now. See on each other's lap..
Then hug one another. Hahaa. So fun la.
They so nice bought for us LOLLIPOPS! Sayang2 them.
Lols. Just now had a fun ride also. I ride brother's bike.
He cycle damn fast la seh! I at the back damn scare la!
Aiyoyoyo. I'm still madly in love with KHAIRUL!!!!!!!!
KHAIRUL!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LA SEH!!!!!!!!
Oh yar.. Pity him la. His foot.. Poor thing.
Get well soon, my dear! Hmm.. Just now when home at ard 4.30.
Thought wanted to stay in school but brothers waiting outside.
So yar.. Today was so happening la! Fun time! =)
Luckily today everybody not that emo including me!
Even though I dun feel that happy I dun wan to show in front of them.
Okay. till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-08-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Just now got Malay Dance wanted to watch Inter-house.
But then got malay dance then Arini like cnnt wait to meet Boi.
Alamak! Idiot la. Oh yar.. Then just now he msg me.
He's back from Karimun! Got someone to msg & flood my inbox!
Hahaa. Then just now chill2 at 703 aka "tempat hujan".
Chit-chat & all.. Gosh! Then suddenly started talking abt guys.
Told Web abt me being bastard by him. Then he was like you want me to talk to him.
No way! Later got war uh. Dun wan sia! & I dun wan Khairul to think negatively.
So I will find a way myself.. But how I wanna sort things out. I loving him blindly.
My love is blind. Cannot make it! I love Khairul but I hate him for what he did to me!
I dun know why I still love him after what he did to me. He did it TWICE!
Haix.. Dunno la. Thinking abt it lately. See how la.
Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-08-17T15:49:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =)

Yesterday was quite a nice day la.
Looks like everybody had fun with one another.
When out at 3+.. met Sha.. Then sat at 703 there..
Saw Sayang! But then I nvr talked to him. =)
Dun feel like it. So bad rite. He going Karimun tmr.
At night, Sha had fun with Ayid. Izad keep disturbing me.
Ajojo. Hahaa. Fara & Arini went to Admiralty stn..
Left me & sha with izad & ayid. Hahaa. Kacau jek.
Then now.. having arguments with him. Fuck lar kn.
I hate to be treated like a toy okay! I'm not a toy that you can play with!
Dun toy with my feelings la kn. Dunno lar..
If you can't love me dun force yourself. Just tell me the truth.
But you not telling me the truth. So I dunno what's ur feelings fr me rite now.

2008-08-14T18:14:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =)

I'm so happyyyyyy! Chat with him at msn just now.
Asked him abt him going to Karimun.
Then he said.. He's going next week. Guess wat, He said he gonna miss me!
Hahaa. Dunno la eh. Then I replied too. =)
But2.. He going on Monday.. I thght he going on Wednesday.
So can meet him the day before.. but then he going on Monday.
Then dunno la how.. Ajojo. Hahaa. Okay then.
Anyway, yesterday went to eat at Railway Station. =)
Then abg introduce her girlfriend to us. Hahaa. =)
Cool. Okay la. Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Loving him always. & The LoLLys!

2008-08-09T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Yesterday was the best day for me la can.
Hahaa. At night, msg2 him. Asked him why he nvr msg me this & that la.
Then he said, cause I nvr msg him. Bagus la kn.
I wait for him to msg me. He wait for me to msg him.
Hahaa. Then he said 'sorry' fr not msging me. so sweet la kn.
Then2.. He msg me & call me 'syg' all that. gahaa. I like!
Hehe. Then I told him that I love him & all la. Then he say he love me.
Ya rite. Then he told me, he cried. But I dunno why. He dun wanna tell me.
Ajojo. Someone from 3/9, 3/1 & 1/5 like him. Expected uh.
I know all the girls that like him. But he say he dun like them like he love me. =)
Hahaa. So loving it. While msging, realize that my msges has exceed alot.
So then I told him uh. I say i know u tired msging me so tkyah msg lagi.
Then he say, I tau u yg penat abih ckp org. Hahaa. Kene balik seh.
Then I say la. Yelah, told him nite2 all that la. That he reply the same thing + "dream abt me".
I say "I always dream abt u. The other day, I dream u kiss me on the cheek. Will that happen?"
He replied, "I'll give you a kiss on the lips.."
I was like serious pe. Then I keep asking serious pe. Then he say "yup".
I was like "wow!" Hahaa. Okay then. till here. Bye!!!

2008-08-08T13:46:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =)

I'm backk! Just reach home. When to lepak just now.
Ajojo. I feel so sad cause this few days Khairul didn't msg me.!
Boohoo! Dunno why. Haix.. I did nothing wrong okay.
Hmm. Up to him la. Well not sure yet tmr going to watch fireworks or not.
See how la. Anyway.. yesterday match was postpone..
Anyway poor thing fr Khairul & Farhan cause they didn't get to played.
Due to the speech day rehearsal thingy. Hate it when Khairul is so angry..
So.. asked him abt watching fireworks.. he can't got family gathering..
So yar.. like that uh. So then just now edit picture at my hp so cute.
Anyway2.. Khairul [Sec 1] & Asyfar so damn cute la can! Gosh!
Damn2 cute! Loving it! Hahaa. =P
Okay then. Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hellooo. =)

Just now, didn't go to school cause early morning keep vomiting.
I felt like some pregnant women seh.
Yesterday quarrel with anak Hamzah..
He just take it as a joke without even having a thought of my feelings.
Gosh! I seriously felt jealous with you guys.. Haix..
Fara & Arini knew why I felt jealous abt them..
Hmm.. Well just now.. met them.. then lepak at pondok 541..
Then they all so bastard.. can walk a short distance..
Instead they ride bicycle.. just to fly to another pondok..
Waste my time only! Arini with Boi.. Fara with Ahmed.. Me with Ayid..
Wth. Then almost fell down seh.. So damn embarrassing la seh.
Haiyo! Seriouly no kidding! I fell in love with Anak Hamzah!
I dun like Anak Nasir ready! I love Anak Hamzah!
Okay then. Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-26T13:01:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well, I'm back from Karimun! Yay!
Karimun was fun.. But I dun feel much fun.. cause the duration was short.
But the classes before say that it was very2 fun, I kind of disagree uh.
The shopping time at the so called "orchard" was not enough.
I wish to shop for more!! Hmmm.. So.. first day was okay.
But the second day was like happening.. cause that's cockroach in our room.
1 big 1 small. hahaa. then the guys called to asked for money cause they ordered drink.
But then the drink turned out to be not nice. hahaa. they waste money on that.
Hmm.. we kind of take alot of pictures.. nice2.. Will upload the pictures later.
Enjoy alot with Do, Re & Mi! Hahaa. They always make the situation enjoyable!
thnks guys! Yesterday went back in school, get to see him!! happy2! hahaa.
Then reach home ard 5+.. unpacked things.. slept at 6.. Slept till the next morning..
Wake up ard 8am.. Watch tv.. eat breakfast.. use computer for a while.. then sleep agaen!
till 12.. then bath.. then use computer.. hahaa. buruk perangai! okay then.
Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-14T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Today's topic is abt KHAIRUL & FARHAN!
So during recess.. Farah asked me.. which one is better.. in looks..
Of course I said dunno cause I like both! hahaa.
Then I asked Farah.. She said Khairul.. I asked Arini.. She said Khairul..
Ajojo. Then I say.. Khairul got the child-like look.. that makes him cute..
& Farhan got the matured-like look.. hahaa.. so I dunno uh..
Cause I like both!!!!!! Greedy me!
Then after sch.. guess what.. I kena bully sia! Rabak!
Then2 watch them play bottle cap.. so childish seh!
Till they get scolded by Mr Basri.. He so evil la..!
So then.. they all get lecture from Mr Basri.. that's what I heard from Khairul la..
Hmm.. on the way back home.. sms & sms with Khairul.. As usual uh..
Then told him abt the above.. abt him & farhan.. he asked alot of qns seh..
hahaa. then now.. still smsing him.. He asked me.. what is Farhan were to asked for patch..?
Then I say dunno uh.. cause I say.. I'm in dilemma..
Then I asked him.. why Farhan.. why not you..? Then he say.. he shy to ask..
Gosh!!! Khairul shy.. Ajojo.. so cute.. Hahaa..
Okay then. Till here. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Well.. Hmm.. Now chatting with Fatin..
She asked.. I didn't go to Civic there to watch Sleeq..
I said I dunno anythg abt it. So she's was like ohok.
Damn la! I wanna see them! && Take picture with them!
So eventually my msg has exceed by 240.. Damn la!
So today strted new bill. As usual.. random guys msg me..
At least got someone to entertain me rite..
So eventually 4 new guys uh.. Err.. yah..
So ytd slept at 10+.. fall asleep while msging ppl.
then suddenly woke up at 12+ in the the morning cause of my sis..
making so much noise.. then strted msging again till 2+..
Ajojo. hahaa. ltr going to granny's house cause ytd didn't go.
okay then. till here. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-12T11:33:00.002+08:00

Hellooo =P

Finally talk to her ready. So I guess we're okay ready la..
So this few weeks we are like so weird..
hanging out with Duraini & the gangs during recess..
Ajojo. Dunno wat happened. But it's fun la. hahaa..
Laugh alot.. Talk alot.. & also.. after we hang out with Salam & Mirza..
as usual la.. hahaa. Okay.. Supposed to be going out today but..
Dunno la eh.. All cnnt. Ajojo. You ppl uh. Troublesome uh!
But nemind.. Understand la eh. Hmm.. Tmr 2 mths single!
Woohoo! hahaa.. currently smsing with Khairul this days..
& yah.. anytime my feelings can come again.. hmm..
Yesterday talked on the phone with Farhan!!!!!
& yah.. disturb him alot.. hahaa.. cause he oso disturb me..
Dunno why ppl call me orix..? urghh! Fuyoh fuyoh!
hahaa. I dun look like one, huh..? No rite!
He lost his new mp4 which I accompany him bought one.. hokay!
Ajojo. Stupid! So careless! Nemind.. Then when I on the phone with him..
I heard he kena scolded.. so poor thing.. =(
Anyway2.. Farhan & Khairul so evil! Bastard seh..
Everytime say smth, then i thought its true..
then suddenly they will seh.. "LU KENA BEB!"
WTF. Bastard2! hahaa. but at least Khairul will say sry.. Farhan nvr!
Idiot! hahaa. okay2. till here.. byeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-07-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =P

Well ytd had argument with someone.
Dunno want to say anythg la eh.
Ltr.. ppl thght wat sia.. So just now after sch..
Bought food at OCK. Then bought bubble tea & eat at 358..
Meet MADSELFO group.. Then they pass Iskandar to us..
They went to Cwp.. we ate at 358 there..
Then waited fr Salam to pass smth to us..
Then we followed them to street soccer court..
Watch them play soccer.. Actually we had a fun day la seh!
Woohoo! Thnks to them! Then2.. me & fara wanted to go to toilet..
So we went to Esso.. Then got guys who wash car said "Hi"
We reply.. hahaa.. The best part was.. The MADSELFO ppl asked we to buy drinks fr them.
So we bought drinks then we watch them play soccer.. quite fun uh..
With Salam & Mirza entertaining us.. && The most best part was that Kamal dance!!!!!!
Damn cute la seh.. Hahaa.. Serious.. DAMNNNNNNNNN CUTEEEEE!
Hahaa.. okay. till here. daaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-07-03T17:52:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Just now had a fun time with Farah & Arini.
I think today we enjoy ourselves alot.
Ferst.. sitted at the hall beside the vista carpark.. watch Fiona kena sabotage.
Then called Salam & Mirza to joined us.. They all in sch.. dunno do wat.
So.. chit-chat tgthr.. Then Salam & Mirza asked we to go to sch..
We lazy.. So we went to 7-11.. buy mi cup noodle.. & eat under the block.
Then we sat there till ard 5 like that. We do alot of things..
Rape Farah, Sing Song, Disturb ppl & DOT DOT.
Oh yar.. Salam called to ask if we want Iskandar..
but since we lazy.. so we said dun wan.. hahaa.. Stupid rite..
abt that Iskandar.. Salam, Mirza, Farah & me know..! hahaa.
Then otw home.. We act like some retarded ppl who just came out of IMH.
Hahaa. && The funny part was.. when we were greeting goodbye to one another..
Arini nearly felled down like "nangka busuk" sia! Hahaa.. I can't stop laughing.
Seriously.. You ppl must have seen it.. It was like so-so funny..
Hahaa.. K then. till here.. I wanna bathhhhhhhhhh! byeeeeee!

2008-06-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =P

Yesterday met him! So happy. But at first was so nervous.
Hahaa. I finally able to overcome my fear to meet him..
So yesterday meet him at Braddell.. So ungentlemen of him.
Then we sat under the block.. aww.. so romantic.. hahaa.. Like real!
Then chit-chat.. He said.. It was so difficult to asked me out..
& very difficult to talked on the phone with me..
Ajojo.. hahaa.. so then he bought me a drink.. so sweet..
He even open the drink fr me.. hahaa.. =))
hmm.. so went home ard.. 5.30..
not that late uh.. ok.. cnnt exactly tell wat actually happened ytd..

So today cnnt msg him.. cause if i msg he nvr reply.. prepaid low..
how sad!!!!!! && he's working today.. so.. yah..
hmm.. then.. i dunno why today I'm like super duper hyper!
woohoo! hahaa.. && the girls said I've change..
Gosh! In wat way have I change.. They said I'm like minah!
I'm not hokay! Please! hahaa.. only that.. my talking suddenly like..
dunno how to say lah eh.. FARA, SHA, ARINI & FATIN only know..
Hahaa.. Sry guys! Influence uh.. hahaa.. Kidding2..
till here.. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2008-06-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hellooo. =)

Life have nvr been better when you have someone to entertain you.
Hahaa. So that's what I feel rite now.
There's always someone who always entertain me.
&& now currently chatting with him! yay!
hmm.. so.. this whole week haven't been out of house.
Even though he asked me out alot of times.. I rejected & gave reasons..
Ajojo. But this Friday.. going out with cousins.. LoveLoveLove going out with them.
So before sch reopen.. chill ferst.. dunno when will I agree going out with him..
He called also.. I didn't pick up. Dunno why.. =D
Hmm.. Anw.. ytd talk on the phone with Salam, Mirza & Fara..
Hahaa.. Talk crap alot.. As usual uh.. & We miss each other..
Err.. dunno what to update anymore.. Oh yar.. Sch holidays is abt to end!
Can't wait for sch to reopen.. =)
Till here. Byebye!

2008-06-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! =D

Sry fr the late post. Dunno what to update & very lazy!
Hahaa.
Well, just now went to a lame & boring camp.
Actually I was force to go there. So then I persuade Shahirah to join the camp.
& yay! she joined.. wonderful! I've got accompany.
I got the same group as her & Fahzirah as well as Hazirah got the same group.
So yeah. They got the same group. At least they have someone to talk to.
The only best part about the camp is the activities but the game is somehow so childish.
& there's going to be another 2 days for the camp. BoRiNggggggg! Ajojo.

Then maybe on Friday going to gym with Shahirah.
But I want, I want! Hope Farah could tag along, but dunno how uh.
Go out with other ppl can, go out with us cnnt.. Ajojo.
Arini, dun nid to say.. hidup dier tk habes2 matair.. mcm tkde kawan pulak.
Macam2 uh budak zaman skrg. =P
Hahaa. Okay then. Till here. Bye!

2008-05-26T15:46:00.003+08:00

Hellooo! =]

Well.. had total fun at chalet!

This is the best chalet I ever been.

FUN! FUN! FUN! WOOHOO!

Anyway, Our chalet is like fucking "keras" man!

It is like infront of the OCH! Crazy or what!

First Day.

Nothing much happened cause we came at night.

We only karaoke all the way, till night.

Slept in the room.. very cold.. cnnt tahan man!

Slept at 3am.

Second Day.

Wake up at 10am. Had breakfast.. after breakfast karaoke again.

karaoke all the way! then chit-chat at the same time uh.

then evening.. after eating dinner.. they had plan for abg syam.

They make up abg syam like some bapok.

Then sang abg syam a birthday song.. but before that..

we all upstairs.. set a trap for abg syam..

"Air kunyit" - Ginger water mix with some eggs & leaf... & 2 pail of plain water..

After singing.. they all pour the 3 types of pail on him.

OMG! They're so evil! This is all Cik Ros & Cik Melur plan..

After that.. Abg syam take a bathe.. Then that point of time..

Abg Boy, Abg Yan & Cik Subari.. plan to make the "air kunyit" to splash at people..

Then Abg Boy was holding that cup..

then Abg Yan purposely.. push so that the cup fall on Cik Ros..

Cik Ros like.. "simpan dendam" but like just for the fun of it.

No Joke No Fun mah!

Skipped on the boring2 parts..

After Cik Ros & Cik Melur came back.. They had a masterplan.. but all of us dunno..

Then at one point.. They thght Cik Subari was the one who plan it.. But actually not him..

Ajojo. So the kecian.. Then all of them chase after him.. He picked up a stick that he found..

He hit Cik Ros & Rosli.. a damn hard hit! till is blue black.. Hahaa.

This people are mad but spontaneous & fun!

Then they tied Abg Boy.. Abg Yan.. they tied Cik Subari legs..

Then they throwed water bomb.. but not water.. it is colouring..

After that everybody whole body was with colours.. Rabak2!

Then after that had barbeque.. while eating.. heard a glass break & some figthing..

Guess were this ppl fight..? At OCH! Ridiculous man!

Chinese & Maly fight.. Then we saw 2 guys running..

1 nose bleeding.. another one forehead & chin teared.. as in the skin uh..

Then after that continued with the barbeque.. Abg Boy keep giving me udang..

Then watever I eat.. He will ask "nk udang"..? hahaa. Aper jek!

Then I slept at around 7am.. mind you..! watch duyung & ayat-ayat cinta.

Third day.

Wake around 11am. Ajojo. Slept for 4 hrs only!

Then went upstairs disturb ppl while sleeping.. hahaa.

Then2.. went down.. to karaoke.. while singing..

the guys still haven't wake up yet.. except Cik Rosli & Cik Hussien..

As usual.. mastermind of everything.. Take the speaker in the guys room..

The wire was super long.. till can reach the guys room..

Then they on "Tak Ada Logika" song.. FULL BLAST!

&& at the same time.. we sing as loud as we can!

hahaa. the guys finally wake up.. after that.. they wake up straight away sing!

EEEEEEEEEEE! Haven't even bathe yet!

Then me & Hazirah went up.. & become like some mad woman!

Then Nur & Shamira joined us.. Then went down to eat lunch..

Then2.. all the way at the room agaen! && Party like a rockstar!!

Then at 7pm eat dinner.. after dinner.. karaoke agaen.. then buy bomb bags..

& attack at Cik Subari.. Then we all played games.. Fun2!

Then the best part was like crazy! Dance like nobody's business..

Dance ! Dance! Dance !

Very fun uh! Cause all of them was very spontaneous.

After that.. All of us were sitting outside.. then Cik Subari go to Cik Ros..

&& pour 1 full bottle of plain water.. hahaa.. then they all started to sabortage one another..

I was laughing at them.. Abg syam came & pour water on me..! Very cold sia the water!

Then Nur kena.. I laugh at her.. Suddenly.. without realising.. they all came from the back & poured on me! Rabak! Then everybody was wet! then make a plan for Cik Shakil also..

After that.. Uncle Leman come.. then he oso kena.. Hahaa.. poor thing.. come only then kena..

Then uncle Leman.. VERY THE EVIL.. took tea.. kuah satay.. syrup.. & everything.. pour at one another.. Then Abg Yan kene air ketam.. EWWWWW! disgusting seh..

Then all of us played outside.. at around 1am.. we're still outside.. playing..

then somebody entered "their place" & eventually kena..

Ajojo.. cnnt say larr.. so eventually i managed to sleep fr only 2 hrs..

still sleepy rite now.. ajojo!

till here.. BYE!!!!!!!

2008-05-21T21:11:00.004+08:00

Hellooo! =P

Okayy.. just now didn't went to sch.
At first thgth of pontan sch but then good girls mah.
Hahaa. So then that Arini.. nvr went home.
&& create more problem for us.. Irritating man!
Then.. early in the morning plan to meet Arini at 9.
Then Fara & Sha woke up late.. like idiot!
Damn! dun wanna wait fr 1 hr.. so went to Fara's house.
After that, while i otw to Fara's house.. Arini said her case has become Police Case..
So she must go home. like fcuk man!
So me & Fara.. went to interchange then waited fr Sha..
After that went to Tampines. Reach there went to eat..
After eating then window shopping.. went to the toys shop & kiddy palace..
We suddenly become so childish especially Fara..
Dunno what comes into her head. Crazy!
Then after that 4 like that they plan to go home.. Botak msg..
then Fara met botak.. then we all basket left both of them tgthr..
they all so sweet.. =)
klarh. till here. bye!

I'm seriously unsure of my feelings towards you.
I'm so sorry. I dun think if I ever had that feelings fr you.
I dun even know who's the person I'm crushing for..
I wish I had a person who understand how I feel rite now.
Omg. Life sometimes is indescribable. I DUN UNDERSTAND!
Fuck up with life! Dun feel like having anyone in life!
Hate of hurting ppl & hate of getting hurt!

2008-05-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hellooo!

Well, just now ntg much happen in sch.
just disturb Mirza & Salam. We take their hp..
hahaa. Wad a GOOD FRIEND..! Well, we finish sch at 12.
Then went to McDonald's to eat. Then we all eat & chat at the same time.
After tat.. we plan abt where to go.. after eating..
Then I called Yana.. to meet her.. then accompany them to Banquet.
Then while they're are eating.. we planned abt the June holiday outing.
Hoping that its gonna work out. If nt dun wanna plan anymore.
Ok then. After making the kecohs at the Banquet..
Then went to the Library.. Yana was so fucking angry with this bitch uh.

Skip the parts at the library.. then went to 'dewan' - hall
then we sat there like watch movie.. see the guys do shuffle.
very cute sia most of them. hahaa. then ard 5+ we went off.
Hmm.. gosh! he's damn cute larr.. hahaa.
now chatting with someone.. hehee. ok till here. bye!

2008-05-15T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hellooo!
Well, just now watch Congkak.
As you know.. i'm scared of ghost story.
Then.. must force myself to watch cause.. they wanted to watch.
Fara, me & sha.. sitted at the front. Arini & someone.. seat behind us.
Then.. while watching the show.. as always.. Fara will always disturb me.
the story is nt that scary but it's lame. only got alot of suspend.
Then at one point.. Fara was like 'terkejut' or smth..
& she smacked my arm.. 4 times! mind you! It hurts!
I was like.. 'eheh, terkejut pun jgn lah pukul tgn aku..'
hahaa. fara2.. mcm maner nk tgk wayang dgn wandy!
Wandy pun tk leh thn agaknyer. hahaa. aiyo!

Then after movie.. when home..
then i reach at the doorstep.. realise that.. i didn't bring my keys..
so.. have to wait fr 1 hr! mind you! under the block. like some idiot.
called fara.. then dunno how to call me back.
call sha..! nice BFF.. she called me back.. then we talk3..
all the way.. actually was msging him.. then.. thght.. i would waste msges..
so decided to call sha! ko lah sahabatku! && mmg ko sahabat aku!
jgn nk ckp byk! sygko! hahaa. okayy.. till here. Bye!

2008-05-13T17:52:00.003+08:00

Hellooo. Back! Well.. just now got NAPFA Test.
I think i'm much better than last year. I think uh.
Hahaa. So.. now.. we are much better with Ahmed.
Cause.. we know that we can't fight with a person that we're close to fr too long..
Yeah.. so we're close again.. like last time. yay!
&& today.. I'm like 1 month single! tmr.. fara 7 months single!
Great ryte! hahaa. trying to stay single like fara!
hope i can make it! try not to fall in love or maybe just have a special person!
hmm.. well today.. i learn smth new abt love..
& what he say all was actually kinda true..
amazing! anw, just now.. the gilers.. went to my house..
then they wanted to watch Titanic.. so I played fr them..
then they accompany me to the post office..
then.. the basket friends.. didn't tell me where they when..
i called the 3 of them.. all no answer.. so i guess.. maybe they planned or smth..
I didn't give a damn on it.. cause i called them.. & they dun wan to answer..
so not my problem aites.. haiya. well..

Fr some ppl.. if BFF is meant to keep secrets from one another.. & to talk behind back.
then that's not BFF aites.. but not all things of course..
if u want to tell to the other 2.. might as well u tell all rite...?
& if u want to tell 1.. then only tell 1.. haiyo.
i'm just disappointed with someone. maybe she thinks that i nvr do my part as a friend.. cause i support my other fren.. which used to be closed..
i dun wish to quarrel with anyone abt this aites.
dun think negatively abt urself. maybe u're nt the person.. i'm talking abt.

till here. bye!!

2008-05-10T13:33:00.002+08:00

Heyy3! So boreedddd.. decided to post my blog.
hmm.. dunno if today gt plan or not.
but tmr fr sure gt plan.. coz.. tmr the mothers..
gt tickets fr the warna's mother's day celebration..
Isn't that great..? Wow! hahaa.
maybe today just go Tampines.. cause that wat i do evey weekend.
But.. haven't been there fr 2 weeks.. due to exams..
Well.. i had a feeling that my life is changing.. i dunno why i felt that way.
I had no feelings fr both of them already. that's great.
but when i see them.. the feelings somehow come back.
haiyo. die2.. must forget them. IS A MUST!
Life is crazy! very2 crazy!
well gtg ready. bye2!

2008-05-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! Well, just now went to bugisss!
I bought 2 blouse, Sha bought 2 oso. Yana & Fara bought 1.
they gt alot of clothes at home ready. hahaa.
Well, had a fun day just now.
&& now chatting with him! hahaa. wow!
Guess wat! just now I saw the bitches!
OMG! why of all person.. it must be them.!??!
see them makes my blood rises! hahaa.
Anyway, sha must be happy to see that I post my blog.
hahaa. Chat with him makes me happy.
but i'm nt sure my feelings man!
ohno. let me think if i had found my soulmate or nt..?
hmmm.. dunno. klarh. sha dun complain that my post is short.
at least i updated. bye!

2008-05-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hellooo. I've decided to blog agaen.
Cause my little friend has been bugging me to blog agaen.
Hahaa. So.. this days have been a fighting, argueing, stressing day!
Sad to say.. there's a bitch in my sch. Sec 1 bitch. so fuck up man!
Feel like confronting.. but see how. She damn big fuck man!
Very the sundal! Irritated sia. Well.. will update soon k. bye!